It may be more difficult for first, but like they say it's always darkest before the dawn. Dealing with all those issues hurts during, but someday you will learn the skills and get the strength to deal with them.

I hope that you will seek help, if you are feeling like ending it I hope you will call a close friend or a hotline.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
