Okay. Well i posted a while back about how i went to the doc's, and to be honest i should have just spoke to a brick wall. He was more than useless.

So given all that i decided to try and get to the root of all my problems as best i can, but i have hit a wall. My last consious memory is from roughly aged 7, but looking back through my school reports my teachers were refering me to a child psychologist from the age of 4. I don't have any why's on the reports, just teachers stating that i was very withdrawn and showing signs of anxiety.

Judging from the reports, after 3 years with the psychologist my 'anxiety changed to attention seeking for a while, and then anger which then carried on right through until today. The meetings with the psycologist stopped after the three years upon my parents request. I do still get times of withdrawl, i would rather sit in my bedroom than go to the pub with friends. I disslike social interactions and i really go to pieces when confronted about something. I starting taking drugs from the age of 12. Fortunatly i stopped aged 17 but i don't think that really helped, just made it worse.

My parents don't recall anything abnormal about my childhood, apparently i always did missbehave from as far back as they can remember.

Basically i was just wondering if anybody knows how to unlock unconsious memories, or how to obtain reports from child psychologists?

Regards,
Sam x