Hi everyone....
Hope that others can understand.... disassociating is now continuing on a daily basis for me now. It's unsettling trying to get used to things again. In T office, it is really hard to leave - I'm just not "with it". I walked in front of a car and almost got hit... just don't know how it happened - I just kinda "woke up" right in front of the car and the driver was laying on the horn... scared her to death and I felt so bad.
It's different than just being preoccupied... do you understand?
I have to do better. Other things are happening...

It is worth it,,, the T and I are finally working on all those issues that are so buried... so I wouldn't trade being together - it's just unsettling..

I am finally getting so much comfort from a T...

Sincerely,
freewill