I have trouble looking at T and P-doc. I am getting better but I still look away alot. If they insist I look at them when I am uncomfortable, I look at their foreheads, not their eyes. They can't tell.

I find it really hard when they look at me with compassion or T's eyes fill with tears. That someone would/could care enough about me to "feel" personally touched by my words/life story, well, I just don't know how to handle it.