I have just started to look at my T. If I am talking to him, I look everywhere besides his face. But if he is talking to me, I have started to look at him. I decided that if I don't, I'm wasting something away. He's an amazing person, and I know I'm not going to be with him forever. Maybe a long time, but not forever. I don't ever want to regret not looking at his eyes. I guess that's also why I have been more open with him lately-- no regrets. Hopefully I will be able to start looking at him while I talk. And I hope you can, too.