Thanks everyone. Here's something embarrassing-- My neighbor told me that her husband is considerably older than her. She said he is 50, and she is about 35. Well, I hadn't seen her husband until last week (because we just moved in). So I see the guy through the window, and he kinda reminds me of my T. So this horrible feeling of jealousy hits me. Jealousy because she is married to someone who is 15 years older and sorta looks like my T. I am so pathetic, it makes me wanna run into a brick wall. So now every time I see my neighbor, I say hello to her, but I'm really thinking mean things. And of course I would never, ever do anything with her husband, but it has crossed my mind a hundred times to ensure that he will find me attractive.

Damn, transference is everywhere. Out of control.