So I was able to talk to her and I told her how I felt. She cried in my arms and she didn't realize that she was hurting me. She told me she loved me but wasn't sure what she wanted to do, she wasn't sure if she wanted to move she wasn't even sure if she wanted to stay with me (though she assured me that she still loves me) I told her I would be fine putting off the move for however long it takes (even though we'd lose our 300 dollar deposit) and that I just didn't want to lose her since I've never met anyone before her who clicked so well with me. She said she needs time to think and that's where I'm at now, the waiting game. I don't want to lose her but its no longer up to me I just have to wait and hope for the best.