I am sorry I need help I am just spiraling out of control with these racing thoughts that grip their claws into my mind once again.if only I had a therapist that lived nearby that I could hire. but the ones that do dont specialize with schizophrenia and the other one is a old man that I just wouldnt feel comfortable why cant there be more female therapists or ones who deal with schizophrenia is it that hard to help schizophrenic people?why do I keep turning up dead ends on this search.