I also noticed talking to people here helps to unload things off your heart. People here are kind and caring, nonjudgmental. I suppose because we are all going thru much the same problems. We understand what emotional pain is like. If you are hurting this bad it would be worthwhile to make that appointment. The emotional pain is bad enough and when people you live with don't or more like cannot understand and make harsh judgments I know that makes you feel worse.

Hang in there and keep posting to us. Were are here for you. Feel free to pm me if you wish.