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I am afraid that if I do not produce that my T will feel that our work is done.... or all that he can do.

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Funny... I feel the opposite. I feel that if I do produce, our work will be done. That he will feel that I am 'better' and that termination should follow. I purposely stir things up at times so that I don't seem too 'well.'

I can definitely relate to your feeling of abandonment. I struggle with it all of the time. It's makes the transference so intense. Attachment/rejection, I hate it.

Keep at those core issues. It sounds like you are producing!