i know that feeling of desperation. i lost my job due to injury and haven't worked since sept of 06. i am stuck in a battle with work comp. and not getting anywhere. i stand to lose everything. my husband is working nonstop and all the overtime he can get to try and make ends meet. its a very scarey place to be and hate that you are going thru it. i know that helpless feeling you describe. but Soid is right. here in the US there are avenues for help. follow her advise and check into those things. also many churches in your area may have outreach programs. they are great about helping with food, bills, and even helping you job search. i hope you find the answers you seek and find the relief you need. you are in my thoughts.

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