Hi Beautiful Blue Butterfly!! Would you tell me (us) some beautiful things @ yourself, you seem like a neat person!! I was just thinking about your arm & the ambulance job - butterflys do not start out as butterflys , but rather as beige -colored, caterpillars right?? And then they CHANGE into gorgeous blue butterflys!!. (I have a tough time with that word change but I'm working on it - always!) The two ambulance lifters need other ppl to do their jobs, perhaps you could consider a job closely related. Might you consider 1 little change to make an even better life for yourself?!! You deserve the Best!