When I first started therapy, it was strange, but I'd leave more depressed, even crying sometimes.
Oddly, it may be part of the therapy process? I don't know, but in time, though gradual, I leave more positive and now only have to go every other month for med monitoring/refills. I just try to keep the faith.
Please, keep the faith and believe in yourself, what seems the impossible eventually becomes possible, hang in there.

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