The disciplining as Hetty said makes sense. Trying to reign control. Of my anxieties. I feel threatened whenever I have to deal with anyone. My main problem in life is social phobia so.

I'm not sure what I felt when they took me down. I think I was more absorbed in the details of the situation and numbed sitting while they applied peanut butter. I have a problem with trying to live life and perhaps it is relating to my inability to go outside and do normal things.AKA agoraphobia. Though I am not really getting any help with my issue and it always ends up with me back at home wondering if I will ever get out. Trapped.

There was some more sections to the first dream that I just didn't bother to mention. I was in a class in highschool to be specific the entire dream took place in high school. It was a high school hallway. The class I was in we were looking at harpies in a text book about how they would engulf their victims in a shadowflame. My dreams tend to be all over the place because the next moment I am going to my locker and I have had many dreams involving the same exact locker and usually I can never remember the code to open it. I managed to open it in this dream on the first try. It was empty and then I got lost in thought thinking why do I bother to have a locker if I never use it. Then fast forward to the dream above where I am hanging in a hallway.

Usually in my past dog killing dreams I feel intense anger and hatred. I am trying to defend myself or something else of mine.