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Originally Posted by precaryous
I don't even know how to start this thread.
I have been in and out of therapy for over twenty-five years. Had some pretty horrendous therapy experiences. I am currently in therapy with an empathic T who I do not think would take advantage of me. Trust is earned.
I have had heart failure at least for fourteen years. I was told a year and a half ago that the heart failure has worsened and I need a heart transplant. But I do not meet the criteria for heart transplant. I was recently told that I am in great risk for Sudden Cardiac Death. I have been trying to wrap my head around this.
My therapy is going to shift focus to end of life issues.
I am 59. I am not taking the news very well. I feel kinda pissed.
I usually like to be supportive and helpful on PC, but please forgive me if I am not myself for a while.
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My husband is 65 and has recently learned that he has an EF20. He is Very depressed and stays in bed all the time. You seem to be doing all positive things, reaching out to others and continuing therapy. Anger at what cannot be controlled is normal, and part of the grieving process. Just by reaching out in this forum, you are making a positive impact on others. Hugs to you. You are inspirational.