Im calmer. I broke my phone so my husband wont hear from me for a little. Monday we go to ceder point then back to my parents house. Hes souppose to be there when i get there. He's honnerbrightted. Me several times that he will be there. Ive talked to my son about seeing him by the end of the week but im still very sceptical.

I'm not as frantic about them not being in my life ive kinda accepted it. I'll see what happens by friday. In other bad news the phone i took all my pix on broke. I had to factory reset it. It still is broke. Thanks for checking on me.