delusions SEEM very real, that is why we call them delusions. If they didn't seem real, they would be easy thoughts to ignore. When I was delusional about spiritual things, I was ABSOLUTELY SURE IT WAS ALL REAL!!! It wasn't, I was hallucinating, and believing insane things. I finally was hospitalized, but it wasn't until I dropped all the spiritual mumbo-jumbo a few years later, that I fully stabilized.

GOOD LUCK!