i have talked to my cousion who is helping her out while she is up there last night, so I could maybe get some insight.. she said it is the pain talking.. Cause she was out of her pain medication.. so I can understand a little bit better, but I am still scared for her..
and very very worried..



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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die