New here. Joined because I am sick to death of never meeting anyone else who will admit to any kind of problems in their lives. Figured the check in post was a good place for a small vent. My depression is slowly killing me, mentally. Each cycle is more vicious than the last; I truly believe I am a mistake. There is no resonance with anyone, little understanding and only continual disappointment. What is the point of living in such a selfish and apathetic world? There will never be anyone to walk alongside me, let alone enough reason for me to shed this insane loneliness and helplessness and help myself.

I am mortified of every day.