My biggest problem is my relatively new sobriety. Its been a year and a half, but that really isn't that long.

I used to go out all the time. To drink. All my friends are drunks. I've been friends with many of them since grade school, so it's not like they're just drinking buddies. But booze always cut right through the anxiety. But now on top of the regular anxiety there's the anxiety of being scared sh*tless I'm not gonna be strong enough not to drink. As depressing as it seems to me, right now my sobriety is more important than friends.

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