i now know you all care a great deal.
I call her daily now, and most likely will, daily till I know she is ok.. When she is in the hospital, I will ahve to buy calling cards to be able to call her on daily, to check up on her..
I want to make sure she is ok, and to be able to check up on my child tooo..
she will have it hard not having my mom at home for a few days while she is in school.....

This is going to be a rough semster on me too ,and on them..
I am trying so hard to get better now all of this.. Why does it pour when it should just sprinkle



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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die