Hi ToeJam. I can relate to the calm but lethargic and depressed mood. I am like you in that I am normally a private and independent person and I get bothered when my routines are disturbed. I was upset yesterday when it seemed to me a person on this board was attacking you in a personal way. You have already been thru so much stuff. I feel like we should be supporting and helping each other instead of attacking each other. I also did not feel like you should have been put in the position of having to explain and defend yourself either. Anyway. I hope today starts getting better and I hope the stressful feelings ease up for you. Sending hugs your way.