Sister Rags, it might be like that with me. I mean, my real friends love me to bits. I am a loyal friend. It would have been better if I had been born a dog. I stick up for my people.

People don't seem to fear ME per se. I think something in their subconscious reacts. Like even if their conscious selves know I am not and will not be a parent, their insides reacts to tell them this person needs to be removed from the gene pool. This is an abnormal person. I think it is instinct.

In the past when I was more unstable, they liked to drive me to anger outbursts so they could hold that against me. My anger was then exaggerated when told to others. I could have said things like "I really feel this is unfair!" and it was retold like I had threatened someone. But when other stalked and threatened me, and told me how I should die and how someone should kill me, if I ever reacted to that, it was me who was lying the way they saw it. EVEN IF I HAD PHYSICAL PROOF.

So makes me really wonder what sets off people like that, why their instinct to erase someone gets so strong. The only valid point I can come up with is that weirdos are screened out by evolution.