I gained an unbelievable amount of weight on Seroquel, like 85lbs, and had started gaining a little weight before that (which I got off of about a month and a half ago, and I've lost like 15 lbs since by doing nothing) - so I'm in a position where I really want to lose weight - and I don't know how much I'll ever "pass", but at least somewhat is important to me, and my weight distribution is (obviously) off, considering I'm not on HRT and therefore my body distributes fat differently.

So it's another thing to add on. And it makes me feel hopeless, and it's this downward spiral. When I weigh a lot less I can be somewhat passable on a reeealy lucky day.

I dunno. Being overweight is just another thing, and I hate myself for it. And it's just another source of feeling like crap about myself and who I am physically.