Had some disturbing dreams. When I woke up my body had faded away. It seemed as if I were to touch it my hand would go through it, like a soft jello or something. I am going to die. Sigh. Such is life. I went for a run, my body never came back. I could feel my feet hitting the ground but nothing to connect me to it. In my mind the picture comes of myself exploding in a bright flash of light and me walking out of that blinding flash surrounded by an even brighter light. This picture comes again and again. I know I am going to die but still be here. I am not frightened but at the same time I am scared out of my wits. What if this is nothing? Just a figment of my imagination. What if this is real? Either a real change is coming or I am going crazy. Either way who I am is going to die.
Carrie
<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying
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