I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years about 3 weeks ago and we have still been talking as friends because neither of us have many people in our lives and we were always like friends anyway well anyway last night we had phone sex and I told him it would be no strings attached but now I feel like I took a step back instead of forward and its hard because that was first sexual thing I did in months. I have been sexually anorexic because of my OCD, Anxiety, and Depression.. so I just felt comfortable with him. but now I wonder if I should've done that...I don't want him back but I don't want to let him go out of my life all together.
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