((((((((((((Freewill)))))))))))

It's okay. I really get what you are saying. I hate it when I "leave" and then come back and wonder where I've been. Glad you are working on this in therapy. I am too. I hope you can go easy on yourself. Kimmydawn had some good suggestions in the other thread on confusion and dissociating, such as doing activities that all parts of you can participate in.

We're here for you. Best wishes.