Does life ever get better sometime I wish it was over already as a kid I was put in foster care were I was sex and mental abused at 12 years old I was gang raped I started using any drugs I could get my hands on started looking for acceptances any form now at 22 years. Old I hate myself I still use drugs and I cut i m on pills from mental health I'm never happy I stay with my husband for my kids and I feel like I'm wasting space