((((((((((((((((((dec)))))))))))))))))))))))

i went today to pdoc

its not easy i wont lie, but the only way to be well, to stop this torture, to stop the dreams and the hurt and the fear. i'm with you, maybe we can do this together, i felt sick before i went, sicker when i came out - but this is recovery, not easy but
has to be done - please my friend go to the doc, keep me posted as i will you, it needs to be done.

love,