i haven't had t go on vacay but i have been terrified he's going to terminate just randomly. for about three months i swear every other week i was like 'this is it, he's going to be furious and hate me and ditch me!' and then i'd get to therapy and he was his regular self :P
right now i still feel it somewhat but i do a lot of fact checking to be like 'that doesn't even make sense.'
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