Not fully manic, no. I guess I should say that I'm afraid when I wake up I'll be hypomanic. This morning I definitely had the racing thoughts, fast talking, and the overwhelming need to get everything done at once. My husband was with me so I verbalized everything to him and he pretty much said "No, you aren't going to do all that. We are are going to do this, this, and this." He left to run a quick errand and I almost had this "sneaky" feeling, like oh good, he's gone. Now I can get some stuff down. So I tried to get a few tasks done before he got home and when he saw he wasn't mad, but basically just said, "Ok, sit down now and relax. You've finished and it's over." He took over from there.

While I feel this way I know, in the back of my mind, that I "shouldn't" be doing this. But I can't control it. Once he made me sit down and relax, I was fine. We had a good rest of the night. Tomorrow he goes back to work so I'm really worried what tomorrow will be like.