I'm a 17 year old male and for the last couple of year's I just don't care about anything and I don't feel any emotions.

Firstly I wasn't always like this all the way up to grade 10 of high school I was really motivated and worked hard at school and wanted to gain awards and Mandy parents proud and all that but since then I just don't care any more about anything and my grades have been slipping Still I can't feel motivated enough to change it. I just sit through lessons and forget most of the things I learnt as soon as I walk out the Door and I just go home and sit at the computer all day and go to bed. Sometimes I just sit there refreshing the same site simply because I can't be asked to find something to do.

Additionally I find it very hard to interact with people. It's not that I don't like people but I just prefer alone time a lot more than hanging out. I do have some great friends but it's all people I've known from before I became this emotionless person and I can count all my close friends on one hand and I haven't made a new friend since then. I hang out with these friends and enjoy it a lot but I really prefer being alone reading etc. One example is choosing to walk somewhere instead of taking the bus because I can just put on my headphones and be by myself.

Finally I feel absolutely no emotions. I'm neither happy nor sad. I don't hate anyone nor do I love someone a lot. I feel Like a bad person when some one is talking about something really bad that's happened to them because although I know how to act and tell them the right things to make them feel better I don't FEEL sad or sympathetic. I know I should but I don't. This makes me sound like a bad person but I don't think I would shed a tear if anyone in my life right now passed away. I would be upset but i won't cry I would just get over it and pretend it never happened. That's how I deal with every emotional situation I just bottle it in and move on.

Sorry about the long post I just don't know if I'm just really lazy or there's some sort of problem