Fox and the Hound

I can relate. I had something similar happen to me once. Mine was a near-death experience during an accident I had on a mountain while hiking. I had broken my ankle and couldn't keep my footing whilst I was trying to make my way down on essentially one leg. I slipped and I fell a far distance and was convinced I was going to crash into the rocks below and die. But, I was relieved and felt very good knowing that death was coming, I was looking forward to it. Before that day I don't know why that happened. It was since that accident that I started realizing things about me and when I started having problems in my life. That's when I realized I was depressed and unhappy almost my whole life and I didn't even know it.