I think it's quite possible that we have a stronger sense of grief than others. I have BPD traits and when my best friend died and still now, I felt similar things. That she wasn't really gone. I also felt abandoned by her, even though I knew it was ridiculous. She didn't ask to be murdered.
I am so sorry about your horse
I hope you can find something to help you with your loss.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
