Hello and welcome to PC!
Hmm, it sounds like you are definitely having some doubts. Your relationship shouldn't be causing you so much stress, especially that you self harm. Perhaps therapy would help you sort out your feelings? It sounds like you have to make a decision one way or another and you are having trouble doing it on your own.
I hope you can figure this out.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
