Guys and gals, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I'm pushing your love, your support away, I'm sorry my posts are all the same. What have I done? I even e-mailed the admin to cancel my account.....why? Guys help me, I'm scared I'm lost, I dont want to be lonely, please I'm sorry I'm not faking this I'm not pretending to be so miserable if I where I'd stop. God help please guys I'm so so sorry. What do I do? No one understands...................