When I'm single, I enjoy it for awhile but then long to be in a relationship eventually. Once I even get close to being in a relationship, I start to get really anxious and scared of being close to someone else all the time. I feel like I'm being smothered, or I never have alone time. I get scared of being so close to someone else and having them see what I'm really like, because I can't hide it all the time. How do I get over this? Last time I went on a date I was on here while waiting for him because I was having a panic attack. I hate that this is so hard.