i told him
i told him already
my dad left when i was 7
i thought he was going to come back for me
he never said he would but he said things that let me know that he knew full well what she was like and he had to get away from her for his sanity
we had an understanding my father and i
and there was no way he would leave me there with her knowing full well what she was like
but he did
he left me
and i thought of him everyday
and the thought that we would come back for me kept me going
enabled me to go on
i though of him everyday
and he forgot about me
and
(i said to my t)
and
THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN

and the ball is in his court now
if he doesn't email me i won't go back
i'm not thinking on him anymore
and if all i get is a cursory email just before the appointment
thats not good enough
%#@&#! you mr t
i'm not thinking on you anymore