I would like to apologize for the hateful reply, I am truely sorry and did not intend to lash out at you, a person I do not even know....
The post 'triggered' me in a sence of MY issues and directed them at you and I am sincerly sorry for my first post and the fact that I do not know you or anything in detail of what you have been through.
I wish you the best in your search and once again apologize for not taking into consideration what you are going through.
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~KRIS~
If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!