(((moonkin))) I'm sorry to hear you wish to leave
I hope you will reconsider (and it's ok to change your mind

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This website is built on posting... so don't feel bad for doing that. I don't find your posts all the same... but even if they were, so? It often takes a long time to work through some things... and I'm glad you have PC to do that!
Don't leave the place you need... hang in there. Try expressing more of your frustration... if you can... I think it will help. TC...