Shakespeare...kind of...it sounds very similar. Kind of like...I want to see my emotions in someone else, but that never happens, because I'm supposed to know that people are different from me in how they feel. Like, sometimes if someone makes me feel good, like a narc can usually do at a superficial level, I'll hang around to try to feel what they are, but if I feel something negative, I'll immediately turn that off. I don't have my "own" ability to regulate my feelings...so yeah I'm trying to get it from other people...confusing.
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