My Manics are very surreal. Like I am watching myself from the outside cuz I am flying do high on adrenaline. I am violent and mean. My question is...I am feeling charged, party-on, I told my friend that we need to go out and do something we will forget in the morning, squirrelly, ornery, not needing much sleep. I am severally stressed which is a huge trigger for me. Could I be heading into a "happy" manic when all I have experienced are angry manics?