I am sick to my stomach thinking of what he was feeling at that moment. I know I have been there. I can't even take it. I keep thinking there is no hope for me. Years down the road even I kill myself anyway after all this therapy.
__________________
When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
|