It hurts so bad when you think you may have a chance at something, such as a date with a really neat guy you have met online, and then it doesn't come to pass. It hurts. I have had stuff like this happen to me quite frequently, like getting passed up for jobs, and all sorts of stuff. The depression will make you just want to give up and make you feel like life is not even worth living. But we have to keep trying and hold on to hope. Hugs to a fine lady who is hurting.