idk why but work affected me a lot today. i just feel so very negative. and my thoughts just keep saying im upset over and over again. im not even looking forward to tomorrow. i dont work tomorrow. ill prob just be here alone in my apartment all day. idk i just feel really awful. i had such a good day before i went to work. i was happy. i guess thats what hurts so much. losing that good feeling so fast. i should prob just go to bed