So, let's just start off by saying I hate myself. I have a lot of reasons for it, but even if I didn't I would probably find reasons. It doesn't matter what I do, I feel like I'm always failing. It's really hard to stand on my own two feet sometimes because I have zero support at home because everyone I live with is very ignorant on the subject of depression. My depression isn't even that bad anymore, but I still hate myself and I can't tell anyone. I'm not even sure I want advice right now. I just want support to start off with. I know it's a long road to fixing this.