Before meds I was very intense, had anxiety and panic attacks, had a lot of energy and some grandiose thinking. I had a high sex drive and got a lot of things done. I also had bouts of intense irritability and rage. At times too I had bouts of depression and suicidal thinking.

Over the years I went to counseling, learned CBT, a good self-care regimen. Eventually I found a med cocktail that has been very helpful.

What about your story OP?