If only a dream can be easily achieved.
I just wish I could be a full girl... And not have my past self ever existing. Even if I transition, I still don't get to experience all the things a girl gets to experience...
I guess my dream is to have a "restart" on life.... I want to be born again and experience life as the person I really am, and not the person I was assigned.
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"isn't it great to be different, isn't it wonderful to be exactly who you are. When you learn to start accepting yourself, you'll become a shining star." - Forest Rain
As much as I love that song and how touching the message is, I cant accept the mask covering who I really am. The guy I am now is only covering the girl I really am. I'd love to come out of the closet about it, but I'm terrified as to what my family and friends may think of me.
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