So I have a really bad sex dysphoria (means I feel like I should be sexless - have no reproductive system / genitals) and also secondary sex characteristics dysphoria. Any advice on how to deal with this? I bought a sports bra because I still haven't "come out" so there is no binder for moi, so yup.

i heard about a surgery for agender people but I'm still a teen so i dont know. plus i've heard it was kinda illegal on many countries which sucks because somedays i really just keep having ideas on how to mutilate my own genitals and its getting really bad. in fact, i feel like i've become numb.

sorry for the explicit thing i just said, but is this really dysphoria? i feel really numb and disconnected from my sex organs and it makes me feel really gross and ashamed to have them. i think im kind of still having hopes that im not transgender but...