Thread: SEX OR ABUSE?
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CARING
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Default Apr 20, 2007 at 02:39 AM
 
NEW HERE AND JUST WANTED TO SEE IF SOMEONE COULD HELP OUT, THIS IS REALLY, REALLY EMBARRISING BUT WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL 5-6YRS.OLD I USED TO LET MY DOG LICK MY VAGINA AND I WOULD HAVE AN ORGASM. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS SICK AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE I GOT THE IDEA BUT I DO REMEMBER DOING IT. HAS ANYONE EVER HEARD OF SOMEONE DOING THIS BEFORE. I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL FREAK AND A REAL SICK PERSON FOR DOING THIS BUT I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL. AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT AN ORGASM WAS AS A CHILD THAT LITTLE BUT I DID IT ALOT, I WAS LIKE ADDICTED TO DOING IT FOR AWHILE. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I GOT STARTED DOING THIS, I DON'T REMEMBER AND I COULD NEVER TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS IN PERSON TO SAY LIKE A THERAPIST OR A FRIEND, I'M JUST TO SCARRED TO ADMITT HOW SICK I WAS. I NEVER DID IT AFTER ABOUT AGE 6 BUT STILL IT REALLY FREAKS ME OUT THAT I DID THIS!!!!! CAN ANYONE SHED SOME LIGHT ON THE SUBJECT..................ANYONE.......................................
I KNOW THIS SHOULD PROBABLY NOT BE MY FIRST POST HERE BECAUSE I FEAR EVERYONE HERE WILL THINK I'M A TOTAL NUT CASE BUT I JUST HAD TO GET IT OUT!!!!! <font color="blue"> </font>

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I HAVE DID, PTSD, MAJOR DEPRESSION, MAJOR ANXIETY, BI POLAR DISORDER, DIABETES
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